I am 23 years old and I may need a pacemaker... life really sucks sometimes! I was admited into the cardiac ICU on Thursday because my lazy heart decided that it only wants to beat 30 times per minute now. I had several tests done and was monitored 24 hours/day for 4 days and the conclusion was that I need surgery which could possibly result in a permanent pacemaker. Needless to say, I am not happy. However, this experience has taught me one thing- I have a great family to rely on.
My mom rushed to the ICU at 1am to be with me when she found out that I was being admitted. My sister stayed up all night sending me text messages to entertain and distract me. Mike took care of both of my kids by himself for most of the 4 days (my mom helped when she went home from the hospital). That was probably the toughest job of all... Aiden is solely nursing and Mike couldn't do much in that department! My dad came to help me torture the nurses during the day. My family helped so much and I am very lucky to have them!
As for me, I am trying to see the glass as half full. I decided to come home to wait for the surgery schedule to clear up instead of waiting 4 extra days in the hospital. I am supposed to go back at the end of the week to be admitted for surgery. I am seeking a 2nd opinion in the meantime. I am not allowed to drive or work until my heart is working properly.... I guess I will just have to be positive and hope that the doctor reviewing my chart for the 2nd opinion comes up with a better solution!
The picture is one that my sister took as we were spooning in my hospital bed...yes, we are weird and we got a lot of funny looks. Did I mention that my door was open so everyone could see us?
6 comments:
Chelsea, I'm sorry to hear about this. I hope you feel better soon everything goes as you would like. You do have a terrific family, such a blessing. Feel better. Let me know if I can help in anyway.
Chels, I am so sorry. You are my hero and you are so brave. I admire you. I know this is beyond difficult and but I am so glad you are looking for that silver lining. Keep that chin up girl! remember: keep calm and carry on.
Let me know when you want to spoon again. And oh, is it wrong that I'm excited for the opportunity to eat more hospital food?
Chelsea, I'm so sorry you have to deal with that! What a blessing to have your family so close and willing to help. I hope things go well for you, no matter what the doctors decide.
Stay positive and eat some hospital Jello for me. We'll keep you in our prayers!
Chelsea, that is crazy, you are so young for something so serious. I hope the second opinion gives you more options. I love how postitive you are being, you are amazing, and i'm glad you have family with you:)
Are you so done with hospitals yet? I think you've had more than your fair share of hospital experiences lately. I'm glad you went in to have your heart checked out. I will keep you in my prayers :)
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